Its dark and I'm alone. I thought you were nearby, I turned
and you were gone.
The day was fine it was sunny and we were happy. The
thought of our future never crossed my mind. The walk, the
talks and all that was in between has vanished from sight. The
view of the past is blurred by the mist covering our present,
life has lost the meaning it always had. What happened? I'm
not sure. The day was fine but something changed.
I cannot remember the day I last saw the sun, the last night
the moon was in my room. We discussed the eclipse, ironical
how that is the only thing left for me. Was it always so dark? I
remember the light though the memory is fading and its hard
to think too much.
I don't want this life, I don't want to be sad. There must be a
path that leads somewhere else. This road is worn out, I have
to make my own way now. I like this one, it leads into your
arms. But I know this isn't real because you are no more here.
I won't be fooled into the silence again. I want to live like a
bird, flying to unseemly heights; like a fish, knowing
unknowable depth; like me, as i was before i met you before
the day turned into eternal night.
Its no more dark and I'm not alone anymore. I can't feel you
near me and my heart is lighter than it was.
