WHY?

I lie in the darkness

with no hope or light

The pain that blinds me

tells me I still have to fight

You find my pieces every time

and glue them together

You hold every bit every fragment

emanating the strength I need

Why do you stay?

Like I'm the one who matters.

Why do you pray?

When everything has shattered.

I'm broken and I bleed

I have nothing to offer

Things have been shifting

and it feels wrong, too wrong

Still I see you

on your knees beside me

Envelope me in your grace

you never let me fade

Why do you stay?

Like I'm the one that matters.

Why do you pray?

When everything has shattered?

S E N S E S

I taste you, I taste the acid that bleeds from your veins.
I see you, I see the ripple of a past I want to forget.
I hear you, I hear every truth disguised in lies.
I smell you, I smell the scent of betrayal.
I feel you, I feel the love that you've lost forever.