I'll find my way?

Its dark and its gloomy. The road is never ending. Its been hours since I've been walking. 


All day long there was a bad feeling in the back of my mind. Now it has all come true. I don't know what is happening. I couldn't care less about it. But why am I sad? I don't know. Everything seems to be falling down. The buildings are crumbling and my life is too. What is the reason? I don't know. It all  happened so fast, I didn't even have a chance to blink.


Now what do I do? I don't know. Its all messed up, its complicated. I can't find the right path. How hard can it be to light a match and light a candle. Its hard enough. The sky is dark and the rain is black. The earth beneath my feet seems to be slipping slowly. I try to hold on to everything I had but its all out of my grip before I can think. When did all these paths intersect my way? I never saw them coming. Am I blind? Or am I lost? There is no more a destiny to look to and no path to follow. Its all wilderness now.


How can this be the end? Its my fairy tale and it can't end now. I'm not ready to let it go. I can make it up all again and go back to the way I remember. This story is never ending, I'll make sure it is. I won't give up. A minute before I was happy, I don't know where it all went. I have to find it and get it back. Its going to be hard I know but I'll still try. This darkness is oppressing, will I ever find my way out? Suddenly my strength is fading away and so am I. This is too hard, I can't do it. I'm giving up, I'm embracing the blackness, I'm going away. I'm dying.