How Am I ???

The one fact that seems quite universal to me is that you learn from your mistakes.I wont say i'm really good at that but i try. Doesn't it seem a little odd that what we do wrong is exactly what teaches how to do the right thing????? How do you differentiate between right and wrong???? Do you consider how it affects people around you or how it effects you??? Is what we think always the right thing or should we always consider what others think??? I believe that making decisions is the most difficult thing that anyone has to do - why because they not only have to try and make the right decision but also to make sure that their decision does not hurt someone. Have you ever made such a decisions???? For as far as i can remember i have never been in a situation where my decision may have hurt someone so i'm kind of grateful for that. 
                         One thing more that is very hard, as i believe is, criticism. People may try to project as if criticism helps them be a better person and they take it in a positive way, i'm not refuting the fact that it helps but i'm pretty sure that it isn't easy to bear hearing your weakness...at least for me it isn't. I was never good at taking criticism....maybe the reason behind it is that for the most part of my life till now i have been little criticized.....apart from the recent few years. I'm not saying that i hate criticism, like everyone else i try take it a positive way.....but as i said its difficult....especially with my temper and crazy theories that i make up as soon as something gets in my mind. So over the past few years i have found out that i'm short tempered, i'm a irrational in thinking and i don't always consider how my "verbal" thoughts can affect someone. But i am proud of one thing that along with getting upset, crying and raging at these faults of mine i have some how reigned them in.....at least i think so. 
      I believe that is the lesson of all this that i have written....not matter how bad you may feel when someone criticizes you, you have to prove that those faults are not what you are....that you are capable of something better.....to be a better person....to make right decisions.....to work on your weakness and one day make them disappear and i mean it literally.